Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I Know How it Feels to Scream

This will tie into an upcoming Kindness blog.



I Know How It Feels To Scream

I know how it feels to scream
Yet silently be suffering
To all the world, appear unseen
I know how it feels to scream

I remember darker days
A colder me that lost my way
When shadows hung on everyday
I remember darker days

I recall my rusted wheel
I couldn’t move, I couldn’t heal
I very often couldn’t feel
I recall my rusted wheel

I’ve been in the gap of life
When I no longer cared to fight
When giving up was pure delight
I’ve been in the gap of life

I thought all I knew was fake
So every time I tried, I’d break
With every crack, I dug my grave
I thought all I knew was fake

I prayed for light and brighter days
I asked for shelter from my pain
I asked for lessons, and they came
I prayed for light and brighter days

I broke free from being lost
I suffered for a selfish cause
When asked for more, I paid the cost
But I broke free from being lost

I know what I see is real
The things I cant explain, I feel
The things I cannot change will heal
I know what I see is real

I’m still waiting for my heart
To grow and beat and mend it’s part
To once again know where it starts
I’m still waiting for my heart

I’m not giving up my fight
I’m stronger after each dark night
I’ve found my reason, know it’s right
I’m not giving up my fight

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